it has been seriously depressing.
everything and anything.
it is difficult.
very difficult.
but i am going to hold on.
looks like my little friend leonard has taught me a thing or two.
hold on.
everyone.
V you can do it.
both of us will.
and no way am i sending you off unless it is in 09.

despite all the selfpity.
why on earth do people behave as such?
i feel like screaming at time at the top of my voice.
but as people with EQ we are just not allowed to do so.
do you really think that everyone on this earth is obligated to listen to your woes every single day.
when it is that you will realise that your life is just so mundane and not worth discussing about.
again and again.
over and over.
aren't you sick of your own voice?
everything has to be blown out of proportion and told to everyone you see.
poor us, having to listen to it once, twice, thrice,.............
STOP.
but you earn some credit, for being so persistant.
good job.
so if you see me, unless it is really good, just shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
no interest at all.
sorry, but seriously.

demanding demanding demanding.
that's all you do.
correcting correcting correcting.
insisting that you way is definitely right.
guess what.
you do not know a lot.
DO NOT.
sometimes listening to you defend yourself is such a joke.
pure circus.
next time when you speak, just think.
don't make a fool out of yourself.
i can't stand working with you at all.
but what am i suppose to do?
just suck it up and hold on.
but do not comment or suggest.
even if you do, it is suggest, NOT DEMAND.
going to be harsh.

hyprocrites.
i am in total state of shock.
not just one.
not two.
many many many.
hate those who use others.
only being with others when you think they can benefit you.
why must you be so practical?
sorry that i am such a bad influence and of no help at all.
but guees what?
just proves that you are no friend to keep.
you do not even deserve pure friendship.
life is just that practical isn't it?
then prepare to be all alone.
lonely and sad.
that's all you are going to be left with.

lost of words.
tired of speaking.
but it is hard being alone.
difficult.
but i don't want to try no more.
it makes the dark darker.
the hole deeper.
the ray blinding.
the tough tougher.
the teardrops bigger.
the ache paining.
holding on.